Wednesday, December 17, 2008

靡靡棒的2008

HI~~ Everybody, it comes to the end of the year 2008, well I have something to write, I want to make some wishes for the coming 2009..... and also I want to say.... How come my brain can't stop thinking everyone of you..... and your faces are too cute to remember. Just want to say thanks to everybody, thanks for your support, thanks for your loving, thanks for your caring... someone said Sharing is Caring...

I am so happy these days, I am enjoying every moment that I had in Dubai and I am going home very soon as well, that's gonna be the greatest present for my Xmas.... ops, Xmas, I had been spent too much, but this is the only time that people will spend next years money for the occasions... shhhhh.... it's my secret between you and me..... my mom don't know one okay... :)

I have to work on tomorrow and the day after, I am going to finish my task and straight take a flight back to Malaysia, truely Asia... Apa khabar? Terima Kasih.... hahaha.... This is how I appreciate my Malay language after I left Malaysia.... Now I am so proud of being as a Malaysian!! Wohoo!! Malaysia Boleh.....

Well, what did I planned to do in Penang? First thing is E.A.T, then promised to go to Cinema with XXX ("Hahah... Mr.Q?") Then I wanna visit a lot of places, some are very old shop... by the end of the day, I visit those places is because of I wanna E.A.T lo..... can't stop thinking of them... I wanna have some drinks and meeting my friends.... but I know everyone will be busy 'dating' : P so I am single I think I should have hide myself epecially on the BIG day.... this is how my single life is.... sigh..... heh.ehe.... I wanna eat some Xmas food... but in Malaysia this is not our culture, unless I go to hotels.... :) The reception might tell u, no booking no talk.... so I better don't keep dreaming, go and book it on the day I touch down Penang.

Okay, Okay, I think you are tiring now, I should rather stop right now, thank you very much (SPICE GIRL)... I need somebody with the HUMAN touch.... hey you Always on the run, gotta slow it down BABY, gotta have some FUN..... :)

Lastly, it's a HAPPY ENDING for year 2008, I wish all of us will have career advancement on 2009, money come, healthy and happily everyday..... I LOVE YOU GIRLS... You girls are the best!!

Muacks!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!!!

cupCake Karen

Friday, October 31, 2008

庆祝cupCake的11月。。。 1周年了

明天就是11月了,也是我离乡背井的1周年纪念了。真的好快好快啊~!

看回过去的一年,大家也变了许多,而我自己也渐渐地适应了迪拜。真是不可思议(星期二)

今天我就要开始安排11月的旅程了,去买了冬天的衣服,Body + Hand Cream,这些都是一件也不能少的。

想着我的cupCake们,就很想马上跟他们一起,很期待每次我们的聚会。。。7号是第一天的旅程。。。总共10天

很开心大家又可以叽叽喳喳地讲个不停了。。。

倒数11月还有4个钟头

Thursday, September 18, 2008

另一半的歌

我刚刚吃过晚餐
本来就没什么胃口的我
又因为胃痛纠缠着我一整天
让我感受不到吃东西的乐趣
我很笨 早上醒来发现感冒还没好
就很气很气
因为它已经蔓延到连我吼龙都不舒服了
所以我就未经大脑的思考
随手就把感冒药往嘴里塞
当时已经忘了自己有胃痛症状
是不可以空肚服药的
后来出门搭地铁的途中
那要命的胃痛来侵犯我了 可恶!

我忍受着那疼痛 勉强的把半碗面吃下
我总不能不吃东西 就服胃痛药
不然我想我应该就会被送院了
呼。。。。
我已经好久都没再经历胃痛的日子了
最近它又回来了
就好像老朋友那样的来啦
但应该来的大姨妈
却固执的迟迟不来
导致我豆豆全都冒出来了
这样的一张豆花脸去应征
玩蛋了嘛。。。
没办法 就顶着大浓妆出门
好讨厌大浓妆的自己
甚至因为这样 信心更是减了一大半

我好像扯太远了
其实那不是我的重点
重点是。。。
我好想家
刚吃过饭的我 觉得挺无聊的
太早回家也还不是窝在房里上网看戏
就在家的周围走一走 散散步吧
走着走着
就走到了游乐园 坐了下来
仔细看一下周围
都是老年人
而我的出现就更显得明显了

你们知道吗
一个人可以很轻松 却也可以很寂寞
我坐在那里望上去我住的地方
试着想像住在上面的不是别人 不是我和屋主
而就是我的家人
等我散步后 上到上面就会看到很多我最熟悉
很多我最想念的脸孔了。。。
我好想见到她们
因为我的记忆已经越来越模糊了
我怕我忘了妹妹长什么样子
骂别人时候的表情
忘了妈妈的笑脸 忘了哥哥严肃的样子
忘了弟弟很爱搞笑的表情
我好害怕我错过了陪伴在他们身旁的日子
错过了那温馨的画面
我好孤独。。
一个人真的一点都不好
若不想要分离
为何我要选择来到这里
然后把一切的一切藏在心底那么痛苦
很多人因为逼不得已的才被分开
可是我却让自己和大家分开
靠太近时却觉得心烦
离开了却叫人那么的想念
那么的想见面
我好想要任性的回去几天透透气见见他们
却知道是多么的不可能、、

每个人在唱‘半情歌’会哭的原因都一样吗
如果我是因为遗憾
因为剩下我一个人唱的情歌
该如何完美呢
那你又是为了什么而哭了呢?





Sunday, August 24, 2008

my August 雅

嘀嗒! 嘀嗒! 时间会不变地一直走

快乐的频率会让你觉得时间过得特别快


可遇不可求

有些事真的不会给你算得到的


aVi妈妈的话

她对我说她希望我可以得到我心里最想要的东西

Friday, August 22, 2008

命中注定

总算一口气的把丫雅精心编排的部落读完了
谢谢你的用心~
我有感受到哦。。Z先生

最近有好多事发生 好多事需要关心
真的没那么忙碌过
也发现那时间可以那么的不够用
我只想好好的静一静
想要真正的安静生活 想要听听自己心里面的话

今天早上收到丫雅的forward msg
好喜欢里面的一句话
‘当大部分人都在关注你飞得高不高时 只有小部分人关心你飞得累不累’
我想你也感同身受吧
真正关心自己的人 有过几个

但我们真的可以不去在意自己飞得高不高这件事吗?
我也试图想要只单纯的过自己觉得开心 舒服的生活
但这由不得你决定的环境
却该死的不断提醒你 如果再慢慢走
就要被那些用跑的人赶上了
可是不想用跑着去追求生活的我
却也必须学会向前跑了

前几天我和一个朋友分享着工作上的事
她是个很值得分享的朋友
因为她不会对我说好听的话
我喜欢听诚实的话
虽然诚实的话 听进耳朵或许会很难受
但却是最真实 最有帮助的
她叫我好好听听自己心里面的话
做自己想做 而不是他人认为你应该做的事
这样你就会开心点
因为我的不安 全都写在脸上了
她看不到以前那个开心的我
她感受不到我心里的愉快 只有焦虑
日子还是一样要过
但你自己要过怎样的日子
自己最清楚

老实说 我不是一个事业心很强的女生
可能我只能说 经历一些事后
我把那企图心给放一边了
因为我发现人爬得越高 越想要超越好多人 越是疲惫不堪
我只希望自己付出的 可以有所价值
你会因为得到了一些 而失去了某些
所以我不想过分要求自己的未来会变成怎么样
只希望现在的我可以过得充实
以后可以过得安定
上天很公平的 你无法得到一切
因为很多事 已经‘命中注定’了
但想要变成什么样的人
就看你在那么多年的努力和付出络

我喜欢文字 不代表我会创作
我热爱流行事物 不代表我会是个潮人
我享受音乐 不代表我唱的好

我想要的和我得到的
永远都是两回事
有时候在不要求的心态下比苛求想得到的
更有意思 更丰富
既然如此 就既来之则安之吧~

加油....

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

七月的日部落

05.07.2008 by K

Title : 75日是什么日子?

Yesterday, we were watching the '
金曲奖', I would want to say thanks to mimi and aVi who was trying their best to show the screen to me. Finally, we were watching it together. It was a great experience.

**I know there is a application to do the video conferencing for all of us together, but I doesn't know the name of the software, let me check with our IT expert.
JoE, please....

Well, I am pretty boring these days, as I am having 5 days off in a role, so I am now already a couch potato for 4 days. Luckily yesterday was fun with my cupCakes family, else I think I will only watching the HK series everyday.

My next stop is South Africa, nothing to plan about in JNB except drink wines and steak. I will go to the casino area again, but this time I will not gamble anymore, cause I don't want to lo
se my money again. I will update about my trip after I am back.
I am going to see my sister in London as well, so coincidentally we are flying on the same date.
After that is my MEL+SIN trip, this is the most excited one for me, as I am going to hug my babies, I miss them like crazy....
My last layover in this month is Manchester, I am trying to swap away for a Glasgow, I am still trying my best.

The other day I went to HKG airport, I saw
MUJI again... Hopefully my future house is exactly like MUJI's concept.... keep dreaming now~~~~

Counting down for 18th...


Have me in your Dream


Love,

Karen


16.07.2008 by C

挥别的那一刻,你含泪哭泣的脸一直在印在我脑海里。。。挥之不去! (现在的心情 - 有不舍,有难过,好像是我抛弃你们一样! L)









C + I :: Sg 11.07.2008 to 14.07.2008

*有空再细说新加坡之旅的点滴~

棒棒堂可以倒着录,那我的依妹儿也可以倒着写贝~!! J

该工作去了。后会有期!


V::

我。回。来。了。

我。是。蔡。旻。佑!


V::

哦。不对

我应该是蔡旻佑的朋友

--------------------------------------------菜头糕

夭寿夭寿夭寿。恐怖恐怖恐怖!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


C::

粒外秀姐,蔡旻佑同喔地 ‘7月的日部落 keh局抬厚七某拉浪噢!


V::

海嘎。灰猴赛雷嘎。

轰弓炎豆厚赛雷啦嘛。。志无志斗啊类?


17.07.2008 by K

是生存还是生活?

我们相聚合分离好辛苦啊。虽然我明天才跟她们见面,然而我已feel到她们回去槟城的那种分开的一分钟。阿殷+咪咪,多希望可以大家在一起抱抱。

这次的主题'是生存还是生活?'

大家,尤其在异国的,没有了cupCake 的生活就好像没有了一种频率。没有了推动力的生活就变成了生存?哈哈。。。 其实大家只是没有了定期所习惯的一种那种感觉,既是:放松+归属

我们需要定期和你们唱K,也要定期和你们喝喝茶,游车河。

多希望有一个很好的网络软件,可以让我们几个一起聚会,又可以一起唱歌,一起品尝我们招牌的Rose Milk Tea

我已经有两个月半没有回去槟城了,感觉已经定下来了。

但是我不能把你们放在一边,因为我时时刻刻都想起你们,没办法放下。

很想见面,但是不想分开的那种折磨感。

我要的不是生存,我要给大家+自己开心,做大家喜欢做的事。所以九月的期待要加油加油哦。


祈祷
ing


新加玻之旅之后再续。。。。

18.07.2008 by J


alo....
宝贝们。。。好想你们哦。。
好想恋聚在一起的感觉哦。。
回想起来。。我们虽然都住在不一样的城市。。过这不一样的生活。
可是大家都没有因为距离而疏远了彼止。。距离反而让我们更加珍惜彼止
although the distance is quite far between us...
but everyone o is tryin so hard to update each other abt their lifes....their daily crap n happy stories....and we alwiz there so each other when somebody need encouragement or support...and we alwiz think of each other....
so come to think of it ...we are not really that far away fr each other
just that we dun get to meet each other that frequent
but but ....due to we dun get to meet each other that frequent...we alwiz cherish the moment we spend together...alwiz try to stick to each other whenever is possible
er..i know i m abit out of the topic
but my point is
虽然分开的那一刻很难过。。。可是因为分开,我们反而学会了更珍惜彼止。。so is not that bad after all...
and although we dont spend time with each other that frequent anymore ..but when we get to see each other ....we do spend QUALITY time together....
and for me ..i will alwiz cherish the moment we spend together..and it become part of my motivation...to motivate and encourage me when i m down...until i meet up with u gals again..then i will 放松+有归属感again ....
sometimes i like this kinda of feelings...u know..like push urself to certain limit..then relax and ready for another challenge again ...
so
大家不要因为而难过。。应该好好的加油。。开开心心的。。这样才是我们的cupcake精神哦。。ok..enuf of my crap
i m looking forward for oct....looking forward to hug ur gals again
muakz...
 

tons of loveeeeeeeeeeeee
joe

V::

oh my god pig sis~there is a lots of EACH OTHER..............!!!!!!

u dont realise? and hor...you said u try berry best to send the email in chinese...so as i promised..i already use red color pen to correct your essay lolx...next time dun redo this kind of mistake anymore..if not 陈敏意 will feel very upset and disapointed to you ya* piyo piyo in da town! YO!

lets miss and love EACH OTHER and dun forget abt EACH OTHER ! ~来个发式热吻!

订正:

alo....宝贝们。。。好想你们哦。。
好想(念)聚在一起的感觉哦。。
回想起来。。我们虽然都住在不一样的城市。。过这(着)不一样的生活。。
可是大家都没有因为距离而疏远了彼止。。距离反而让我们更加珍惜彼止
although the distance is quite far between us...
but everyone o is tryin so hard to update each other abt their lifes....their daily crap n happy stories....and we alwiz there so each other when somebody need encouragement or support...and we alwiz think of each other....
so come to think of it ...we are not really that far away fr each other
just that we dun get to meet each other that frequent
but but ....due to we dun get to meet each other that frequent...we alwiz cherish the moment we spend together...alwiz try to stick to each other whenever is possible
er..i know i m abit out of the topic
but my point is
虽然分开的那一刻很难过。。。可是因为分开,们反而学会了更珍惜彼止(此)。。so is not that bad after all...
and although we dont spend time with each other that frequent anymore ..but when we get to see each other ....we do spend QUALITY time together....
and for me ..i will alwiz cherish the moment we spend together..and it become part of my motivation...to motivate and encourage me when i m down...until i meet up with u gals again..then i will 放松+有归属感again ....
sometimes i like this kinda of feelings...u know..like push urself to certain limit..then relax and ready for another challenge again ...
so
大家不要因为(此)而难过。。应该好好的加油。。开开心心的。。这样才是我们的cupcake精神哦。。ok..enuf of my crap

C::

订正:

oh my god pig sis~there is a lots of EACH OTHER..............!!!!!!

u dont realise? and hor...you said u try berry best to send the email in chinese...so as i promised..i already use red color pen to correct your essay lolx...next time dun redo this kind of mistake anymore..if not 陈敏() will feel very upset and disapointed to you ya* piyo piyo in da town! YO!

lets miss and love EACH OTHER and dun forget abt EACH OTHER ! ~来个发()式热吻!

V::

厚。。机车鬼~

你是白云。。。骑重机~

哈哈哈!

星期五咯。。。好开心!

放工又可以去玩了!加油加油!为你打打气!

你可以来就好了。。。。

C::

本来还在挣扎要不要来,但今早起身时。。喉咙痛得严重,感冒也变严重了! 真糟糕!! 现在整个人昏昏沉沉地 zzzZZZZzzz

时间快点飙到下班吧拜托,好想躺在床上一睡不起喔。。。。@__@

V::

乌。。。好像病得不轻诶。。

你多喝水。。多休息吧。。

周末就待在家好好睡。。

我们要见面的时间还很多呢。。

我可能9月会回马来西亚一趟

就选周末回去,然后讨礼拜一的假

等到10月才回好像又太久了。。

哎唷反正再说啦。。

你如果顶不住就去看医生啦

10点多。。有排挨

J::

u dun so fussy pig la
i cant find the word la
i already sit infront of the lappie yest like an idiot like tat d and keep on pronouns the word myself so that i can get the correct han yu ping yin
blekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

V::

sorry la dear............

i knw u try very hard d~

add oil add oil!

dun broke chen ming yi's heart~


K ::Sg 18.07.2008 & 21.07.2008

23.07.2008 by I

Dear All Cupie !~,

Since that i had 'wu liao' so long , I have find a part time job work in gurney plaza from thurs till next wed.
I work as manicurist for the cosmetic SK II .. Wish me good luck byebye !~

K::

Luckie Luckie and Genki Genki!!! =)

p/s: Maybe you got
艳遇

Karen

V::


today is my full moon ~ i have past 1 month in my currect company!
yeah*****lucky that im still survive!
another 1 mth....faster come !!!

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

找到天使了

好久不见啊各位格友~
大家好像都已经忘了我们的精神寄托所罗。。怎么可以呢?
有空还是要记得常来灌水
不要让它留白贝

写网志好像只有我才会做的事
cupcake们你们可不可以把它当成一种习惯
不要只有我独当一面嘛
厚~~~无聊死了

我在新加坡也有1个月多络
我总感觉好像来了很久
但原来只有1个月。。纳闷
我今天不谈工作
毕竟没有一份工作是完美和令人满意的
与其耗时间说些无法改变又让人伤脑筋的事
倒不如想些会令人开心的事啊~
我要当一个捡石头的人 而不是被捡的石头!
我相信我迟早会遇见我喜欢的工作
所以 这段过渡期就当做是自我冲刺吧
天使啊天使
千万不要忘了降落在我的身边
还要降落在所有cupcake的身边哦

我每一次做每一个决定后
都发现自己在慢慢的成长
从以前的害怕面对离别
到后来的经过无数次流泪面对离别
才知道最痛的不是失去
而是没来得及把握就被夺走了

我们每天都在后悔昨天所没做的事
大概每个人都有遗憾的事吧
会造成遗憾是因为自己不够勇敢
觉得还有时间?
亦或是?。。。

我一直都把自己放在秤子上
努力的维持在一个平衡点上
努力让每个人都觉得我是开心的
就好像一个没权利心情不好
没权利闹脾气 没权利沉默
然而到最后
最不开心的还是自己
所以
做个表里如一的人吧